Let's go a little higher: 21st Birthday with the family.

Not many people can tell, but I come from an extremely complicated family background, lots of shit had happened to my own family, and many times I thought of giving up because I get so tired from all the responsibilities I have to hold as a child. Sometimes I ask myself, why do I have to do all these? I'm just a child, I should be enjoying life like the rest of my friends, why am I taking on a parental role to my siblings at such young age? Why? I keep asking myself, Why?

I get frustrated, upset and depressed many times because of what I do not have. I question myself at night before I sleep .. "Why do I have to live like that?" Without the comfort of a decent family, without a proper place to come back to everyday.

But thanks to the amount of support I receive from my relatives and friends, I managed to live up to the day I actually celebrate 21 years of my life. I look around me and I thought, yes its true that some people have an awesome family, but they are not close to their other relatives. Some people may have everything, but not a true friend that cared. Just be strong, hold on, and who knows?

Fate is just a stupid excuse for people who do not want to control their own destiny.

I'm really happy with where and what I am today. Thank you, god(s). :)